In the early stages of life away from home. Difficult and weird, do not know if anyone like me, actually death is the simplest thing that I can think of myself. Do not tell me about buffalo or other types, you try to stay with family for a long time, to love and love. Struggle for women struggling in a completely foreign place?
Today I naturally want to bring my suitcase, catch the flight to the nearest Vietnam, and immediately open my eyes to the "home". But no, it's just a silly hallucinogen, opposite to my four sides are still four walls, empty and stuffy.
Well, to say a bit about myself, I'm childish and splendid. What do you think of family sponsorship, so I'm not afraid of anyone?
All day just to go to school full and go home to play games, family is also worried. I do not want to go to school full, like the holidays, go, any license application is still new or good! How much money to spend for how much to spend, difficult to lift back, suffering face is. Live the right way without having to worry about tomorrow.
But now, sadly, I have "home" nearly tens of thousands of km ...
In the early stages of life away from home. Difficult and weird, do not know if anyone like me, actually death is the simplest thing that I can think of myself. Do not tell me about buffalo or other types, you try to stay with family for a long time, to love and love. Struggle for women struggling in a completely foreign place? I challenge you not to whine or complain in a week!
In addition, before departure, I also have friends, we organize farewell parties, eat, play all night. Will often contact, through which free video calls. Sadness is bad, but when I get off the plane to a whole new place, everything is quiet. We talk less than just friends with friends on facebook. Old friends of mine still go out, eat normally, they can still do what they did, with others.
I am a little disappointed, but can not do anything, can not say that "Oh, do not go out, I do not like, I'm jealous." I watched the children lead their parents to eat, go shopping, and continue to feel ashamed. On weekends, I have to stay home cleaning, do housework, be heard, talk kindly, if I was led to drink water, not, at home and "clean" is nothing to be happy. .
I miss home, remember to scratch the intestines. Even when I'm sleeping, I turn around and look at the clock when I switch to No. 3. I dive into the viber, a series of messages from my mother, bites my lips, I suppress the news, I'm fine, please do not worry parents. My mother sheepishly, and then twisted my wrist, asked why not sleep, get the message represented by the mother do, sleep back. At that time, I just knew how many hugs, hiccups a voice "I miss mom home!" Then I delete, rep "Yes, I know, I do".
I just sleep for a while, have a viber message, but my sister. Ah, my sister is at home when we talk less, mostly fighting, sister and brother. We are in two separate rooms, but the night she went into my room to sleep, partly to stop me talking to the girl, because of her sister .. ma, haha. I was very disappointed, we screamed at each other. After that, I went to college, I was happy, so it no longer bother. Now I go back, every night I pray that my sister sleep together. She asked if I would like to eat? Have you sent me yet? Do you like nothing? Suppose you have to go to the store to sell beautiful clothes, you like to shoot anything more to buy it? I do not need to "do as you do not have the mall" babysitter also make me go to sleep, neighbors also told my mother and sister, really.
The day here is to make yourself bigger or not, remember ahead of every encounter I will immediately facebook to "live virtual", as people often say is making "heroic keyboards" it. But now I do not care, I do not care! Life is too busy. Remember to go ahead, I paint myself for people who know each other through the text on the screen a picture "I" extremely "glossy" and "perfect" and prevent the family.